I find it so hard sometimes to go about my life, my everyday things when I know someone somewhere is going through something horrible. I remember when Armand died - looking out the window and wondering why the world hadn't stopped - didn't everyone know how much pain I was in? Walking around, completely oblivious... well someone somewhere is probably feeling that exact same way, and I wish there was some way to tell them that I'm thinking about them. I know it prolly wouldn't make a difference, but it might have to me to see some random person with a little bit of concern in their eyes. I often go on about how much I hate people, maybe I just hate them so I don't have to feel their pain. I'm not sure I could handle it.
